My Darkest Side

My Darkest Side

I was walking alone..

Thinking that they know nothing about me..

If I tell them.. If I confess..

What would they do?

Do they still remain here with me?

I’m so curious about that…



Why I should be a good person?

I am the type of person who prefers to be alone and do not care about others. I will try to help what is in front of my eyes, but not looking for what other people need around me. I do not care what happens to them.

I realized it was wrong, and I tried to change that attitude slowly because I have found the reason why I had to change it.

Holy Qur’an in my religion, says “You all should help each other in virtue and Taqwa, and please do not be helped in sins and crimes”

I once thought, for what reason I have to do good to others? (other than the reward of God is the same in return) anyway I do not care if they will be kind to me or not? I prefer to be alone without any interference from others.

I thought everyone did artificiality with helping others. I think behind all of that they certainly expecting that either directly or indirectly, that a euphemism nowadays called “Finding Connection” or “Create Network”.

I often hear these words come out from people’s mouths. So what difference does it make to the expectation of reward? I immediately decided that all attention is merely forms of FAKE.

I keep thinking and looking for a reason to do good to others, and one day, thinking about the falsity, now changed completely. I have found one of the reasons why I have to do good and help others, that is ..

“I love to see people smile and laugh because of me .. because what I have done to them ..”

At first I did not realize it. One day I was happy to see my parents smile because of the things I do. From that moment, I realized why I had to do good, to do as much as possible .. Because my parents smile .. they smile .. who encouraged me until now …



My Learning Style..

Hahaaa.. πŸ˜€

I know that each person has different learning style. But, I just wanna share my learning style.. Who knows that my style may be effective to you? πŸ˜€

  1. Learn in an atmosphere that we really like
  2. If it was not in the mood to learn, it’s better left the lessons! instead wasting our time for learning lessons, and as a result, the lesson will not be coming into your brain. You better go have fun to refresh your brain. After that, usually the mood will be back. πŸ˜€
  3. Do not forget to pray, because God who created our brains..Β  hehe πŸ˜€
  4. If you are sleepy, you better sleep . Do not forced, the consequences will be bad on your health condition. Later, you did not even take the exam.

Haaaaa… how? do u have the same style with me?

Energy Resources

Finally we meet again in this blog …

Hmm … This time I want to talk about our energy sources ..

Energy sources .. it seems a lot of people are talking about .. if allowed to know, you guys do not know what our energy sources? I will try to mention a few, check this out!

  1. The most famous in Indonesia .. natural gas n oil. What do you think .. whether the advantages and disadvantages of kerosene conversion to natural gas that occurs in our homeland?
  2. Coal .. I know, coalΒ  is only used for industrial power plant in Indonesia .. hmm .. that many were burned coal, will produce more pollution, right? (Finally, Global Warming anymore ..)
  3. Currently, the development of geothermal energy in Indonesia is being carried out, geothermal energy is heat Vapour directly derived from the subsurface, because Indonesia has many volcanoes .. it will have the possibility of large reserves of geothermal energy.
  4. The last, here it is the resources wasted long time ago .. Solar Energy .. but this source is definitely never ending .. but our technology is not yet at how to use this energy optimally .. I thought, it could have happened, the proof is solar-powered calculator. That means, just think about how to make the solar energy can generate electricity throughout the city. So, what do u think??!!!

What is The Meaning of Friendship?

Guys ..

Do you think the meaning of ‘friend’?
whether the friend who just uttered in words?
whether the friend who forgot if they had a new friend?
whether the friend who remembered us, if we are useful to them?
Or …
whether the friend who always knows all our conditions wherever they are?

guys .. do you know??
I have a friend of each character that I mentioned earlier
And I concluded that ..

You will get to know your best friend when you are far away from them
So, you will find the real best friend ..

The people who always there for you ..
They always heard your hurt and bad ..

A good friend is the one who always with you in every prayer ..



Try to forget the memories that exist in your brain .. (especially the wonderful memories) must be hard right? whether you admit it?

if I told you more easily memorize the formulas (ex. physics formulas) than forgetting something? do you agreed to it? hahahaha …. πŸ˜€

Hmm .. Tell you what, if for example there are people who make mistakes to you, then he apologized .. how many days you can forget about that mistakes? (To the point?: P)

I say like that .. because I feel like that … anybody who does not agree with me?


Sometimes I used to get confused …

Coz … I think why .. frequently, people could committing a crime or mistakes … but their hearts must know that it is not good …

But, when I went through it myself .. when I do something that is not good .. definitely my conscience kept saying “hey, you’re really evil, don’t do that!”, but I still like that …

Have you ever experienced anything like that? Once I thought again .. turns out it was hard to fight against yourself.

I became aware of .. if life is indeed ” A CHOICE” so .. if we still choose to do bad things .. yahhh .. we will remain that way … But if we can fight it .. we will scrape through this life …

Actually .. there is always reminding us every we make mistakes .. the conscience of our own .. A good man is one who can keep and win his CONSCIENCE …